Moody Monday

Big exciting things in my world.  Seriously, the highlight of my day today...I found out my gynecologist opened an office about 7 minutes from my job.  I scheduled an appointment.  I kid you not, the excitement of my day was scheduling a pap smear!!  Now that is some serious living.... now some people may find this fact odd, but on a good note, my gyno is a hottie.  I mean seriously good looking. And man, when he checked on me in the hospital after I had the kids, that is a man who seriously knows how to wear scrubs!  His arms were like that of a greek god...sad when I get excited to pay someone my $15 copay to feel me up and examine my girlie parts!

Also exciting today....currently I am watching the streaming gamecast of the Marist Red Foxes Women's Basketball team....I really hope they pull off the upset of Duke.  As someone who was enrolled and deposited to attend Marist, but ended up going away to college, I do feel a bit of connection to the school.  Plus, my dad got his masters there....either way, it would be amazing if they can upset Duke - at home in NC!  They really were not given much respect when the rankings came out.  They lost 2 games all season, had the longest win streak in the nation going into the tournament, and got a 10 seed!  They were ranked 17 and 19 in the nation!  and Got a 10 seed!  Garbage....really hoping they pull it off.

In other news.  So my diet is going...I got on the scale this weekend, just because I happened to be in the basement...and happily I lost another 2 pounds.  I feel like I should really be trying harder, like working out. If I can get my BMI down to a healthy range, I kind of thought about doing something special....that is, being an egg donor.  I figure I got really lucky when I was able to have my kids...like SUPER lucky.  And I feel like I should let someone else experience the same joy.  

And I have to say, I often wonder what it would be like to be pregnant with just one baby?  I often wonder if we will have more kids.  Part of me is terrified of that.  I mean it was an unbelievable journey that brought us our kids....I wonder what it would be like to just have one...of course I say that as someone who is so exhausted I almost bit my kids toes off today.

I love my kids, but good Lord they are annoying.  There is a reason I pay someone else good money looked so carefully into a warm and loving day care.  I want them to have good opportunities - to be the smart assess geniuses I know they can be.  I mean, who can't help but want to stab themselves in the eye have their heart melt when B. is in the backseat and the dumbass lovely gentleman in front of me stops his shit car pauses his vehicle in the middle of three lanes of traffic, and I launch into an outburst of expletives give him a small piece of my mind and B. chimes in, shouting, "NONONONONONO!"  Ok, that was actually really cute....but them he got home and whined and threw himself on the ground, stomped his Nike'd foot on my bare toes gently placed his foot over my foot.  Thank goodness tonight he skipped the bedtime drama and went to sleep...I might have thrown him out the window otherwise I might have tucked him into his blanket like a donut roll so he could not move.